I am Me ~

Dedicated to my dear friend who's close to me in the eyes, but far away from the heart.


I am Me.
But I am confused, with the people around Me.
Who treat me a bit awkwardly.

What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?
I need some guidance, please.

Is it just my characteristics that you would end up leaving me?
Are my characteristics go against your principles?
Or are they just against your wants?
Please tell me, I beg you.

For I am just a human, with some strength here, but some weaknesses there.
Please tell me what my weaknesses are,
So that I'll try my best to remedy it,
So that all of you can be happy with me.

But I must not forget that,
Everything happens for a reason,
Destined by Allah,
To make us see what good is stored for each of us, in the most unexpected places.

And therefore, my ultimate goal is definitely not you, but You.
Why should I make you happy when He's already happy with me.

It is you who should make Me happy.
By telling me what I don't understand and ignorant of.
Please. Before it's too late.


To my dear friend whom I dedicate this poem to, you have my utmost symphathy.

Senyum simpul

I thought I got the same marks as Phebe for the biochem test. Well that's what I told her when she asked me. But when I went home and checked again, I got lower than her. So much of thinking that I'm on par with the hardworking people. Blah.

ouff.

Currently listening: Words stuck to the heart by Outlandish :)

Mood: Happy

Reason: With friends who after this world, will be friends (insyaAllah)

Despite: Eating too much of cakes, baklavas and other sweet stuff

Words are stuck to the heart my friend
They bring us together 'til we part again
When there's nothing left to share
And all the words will disappear Only the truth remains in here Words are stuck to the heart my friend.... :)