In the midst of loneliness....

huaaarrghh.... penat la.

not mentally, but physically. my arms. my legs.

anyway, an update on meself: am in the UNSW library, level 7, having had a uni wireless installed is soo much nicer than having to use the public ones. i was supposed to do my work after asr, but being too excited to be online from my own computer, i decided to go blog hunting. and it seems to me that, unsurprisingly, all the akhwats are talking about something which are useful for increasing the awareness of Islam (mind my grammar), whilst I am not. Which is why i would not give out my blog address to them, as it would only waste their time, of which i am sure, is precious.

I somehow feel inferior. Am i good enough to be a part of them? i told this out once to a friend, and well my friend's right. Who am i to judge, or who are you to judge..when the ultimate Judge is none but Allah? I mean sure, you can judge me for all you want... but you may end up being wrong or inaccurate.

So now I am being myself. taking things one at a time..while not forgetting to bermujahadah both in academic and tarbiyyah, insyaAllah. I am being me, and I can't compare myself to others, or let others make comparisons between me and them, of whom i adore greatly. I am being me because of what Allah has made me. and I thank Him for His Guidance.

May He be with me always, especially in this point of time... In a state of loneliness and fatigue.