Of love and changes.

Salam...

It feels weird writing my thoughts with strangers around me (i'm in the library); for I used to do it alone in my room. Anyway, let's just say that I won't be logging on the net anymore in my room because of the obvious reason (takde connection lers).

Have you ever thought about how you feel towards your family especially your parents? Most, if not all of us would definitely feel LOVE, don't we? Even if they have bad habits, even if they've done something wrong, even if they are not perfect, we still love them and in fact we can easily forgive and forget.

Why can't it be like that with friends? Especially those who you call sisters, dalam satu keluarga..dah nama keluarga, why can't we treat them like they're of our own blood? I'm probably asking the wrong question because actually I should be asking MYself that. Sigh.

I wanna make changes. Make changes to myself. I'll start treating my 'sisters' just like my own sisters. There would be no barriers whatsoever if I don't think there's any. I would show them love just like how I show love to my parents and family. I would forgive for their mistakes or imperfections (after all, nobody's perfect, Eleanor) as easily as I forgive those of my family.

And I also want to eradicate ill feelings I have on and off. Hijrah. Hijrah menjadi seorang pemalas kepada seorang yang RAJIN. Pemburuk sangka ke pemBAIK SANGKA. Riya' kepada RENDAH DIRI dan sentiasa mengingati ALLAH lah yang paling deserve all those praises and not us. No man, not us.

Sometimes I forget to do some reality check. Let's just keep those things to myself okie..It's downright embarrassing to tell to to the whole world that's I am frequently off the ground when it comes to shoppping and comfort. Ok there you go, I've spilled it :P

P/S: Just got back from seeing a nice and emphatic doctor for my sleeping disorder. Honestly he knew that I wanted to get my thyroid glands checked, and hence he sent me to do my blood test for that, which was cool for me as I've done it numerous times. Alhamdulillah :)